如果有一天

I keep tripping and banging into things nowadays, feel so clumsy! I had competition in the morning then to the library after that. I feel so sleepy now while typing this.

I've to be more independent, am feeling real bad for asking dad for cash all the time and he's trying to work harder to give us whatever we want. I can feel that everything's not easy. I promise I'll learn to be more respectful.

I'm beginning to develop this very strong hatred in me, which obviously isn't good. I wonder why sometimes people just tend to have so much self-esteem, always thinking they're best and there's nothing wrong with their attitude. I dislike you very much! :(