All the more for that, words fall through me

I need to get over what's over, but up till today I still can't. You'll still be the bestest bestfriend I ever had. We both felt hurt, sad and whatnot. I know it's because of the decision that I've made and thanks, for being so honest with me. I know the day will come, where we will be friends again. I'm still waiting and stop asking me to not bother about anything that has got to do with you, stop giving me the cold shoulder. We have been staying like this since the 7th, walking pass each other and ignoring each other, just like total strangers. Why must things turn out like that? You're the first friend that I cried over, tell me how much do I treasure our friendship? I know we don't talk a lot but you're like a soulmate to me, someone whom I can confide in, someone who boost my confidence everytime, someone who's there for me 24/7, someone who understands me more than my dad does, someone who never look down on me, someone who encourages me. You gave me hope, lead me through the toughest patch of my life. Why can't you understand how important you are? You know, no one's gonna tell me nonsensical stuffs, get hyped up and be lame with me anymore... You're awesome. We will get back as bestfriends again, tell me that everything's gonna come true. I don't want things to stay this way, to be like this. Why must you make such a decision? I know it's hurting but as you get over it, why can't we even talk at all? I'm missing you. I know you're leading a much happier life now and it's good to know that you got over it.