You told me once that nothing is forever

I did tried to salvage our friendship, did all I could but... I'm going to let things be the way it is now, am tired of apologising whenever we argue (even when I'm not in the wrong) and explaining things over and over again. I can't take it anymore, so do you.

I'm sorry to waste your 3- years and to make things turn out like that, let's hope that time will heal all wounds and we will be friends again. I can't give you a happy ending, not now.

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I experienced something today which I never want to experience ever again. I woke up at 8.10am! Yes, my paper starts at 8.15am and although it's just listening compre, the marks still has it's importance - maybe it only applies to me. I panicked > shed tears > mom fetched.

You know what? I stepped into the classroom and stared at the whiteboard, it states there "start: 8.23am" and my heart no longer feel so heavy anymore when I realised that all I missed was just the first passage.

Kelly told me how lucky I was - the radio/disc was spoiled so they had to change it 2x and time was wasted. I think god answered my prayers because I was praying (pls don't laugh at me) in the car. :)