Thursday, July 30, 2009

I guess you'll never realize how much thorns your words carry, maybe I've made the right move to distance myself from you.

I don't know why, but it feels as though I'm lagging behind everyone - again. I'm not doing well in my recent tests and certain things keep flashing across my mind. I wish I could not think about it but some things are meant to stay, no?

I'm always tired. I hate myself at times and guessed I need to be more self-disciplined, anything's possible. I don't know what I want, what I'm chasing after all this while... I'm the biggest loser ever.

4 comments:

FRIVOLOUSLOVE said...

We learn from mistakes, nothing ever goes right. Cheer up dear <3

Celestine said...

I just can't take it, especially when she's someone close (kind of) to me. I wish I could just shut her up but I can't.

FRIVOLOUSLOVE said...

Letting go is hard, moving on is even harder. I guess at times that's just how life is, you don't fish lah. MAKE ME WORRY ONLY

Celestine said...

I'm trying to forget what she said to me but I can't, it's just not easy. I still need to face her tomorrow o m g.