30.12.2009

I nearly forgot that today's the last day of training, for the year, until 教练 reminded all of us. I shall see everyone next year - which is just the day after tomorrow! I know the words 'next year' sounds very long but it isn't at all. We still have training on 1/1/2010! I've smth to confess and I actually do feel very mean.......... C, J, F, L and I played the paparazzi "game" and it's hell tiring! I think I don't want to do it again.

I think I didn't regret going through anything this year, afterall it all happen for a reason. I just wanna thank everyone who have been there for me/pulled me up when I'm going downhill, esp Jane and Jocelyn! We could practically talk about anything under the sky, thanks for coming into my life! You both are important to me ok.

I've learnt and gained a lot from all the trainings, after interacting for a year with the sec 2 juniors, I realized that all of 'em are nice and no more hard feelings nor awkwardness exist between us anymore. Ok, and the msg below is to my only elder sister:

I think it's damn cool to have you being in the same team as me, thanks for always protecting me in all areas. You know what I mean. You're always there with me through everything, even when things are bad. You have taught me a lot, both in and out of the court. You made it through your N's, told you you could make it! You just got to believe in yourself, no matter how bad the situation is. You will find your way out eventually, just have faith and don't let it die off. I will always be with you! I will rmb those times during training when you keep saying: "宁, 姐姐 love you" when my faith level is running low. I love you 2, 3! :)