Hanging by a moment

I feel like drinking this now even though it's sweet like dk what, shall get it tomorrow!

I don't know how to describe today's training, had thrash out and I'm so proud of myself for voicing my thoughts out after so long. I think everything's more or less solved now, how glad.

I think today's training was rather fun at the beginning, everything just sucks towards the end - torturing, demanding, pressurizing, upsetting. I feel happy for myself because I played the way I wanted. I gave in my best but... I'm fighting for no one. I wish I could join my teammates or just sit outside the court and not play at all.

Fiona is the best, thx for encouraging me through the net even though you're my opponent. I earn myself blueblacks everywhere, back ache and for some reason my knee hurts - it isn't worth for a game like this.