Goodbye

"This is my family. I found it, all on my own. Is little, and broken, but still good. Yeah, still good."

"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten."

- Lilo and Stitch

I wish I didn't have to say it so soon, but goodbye team NAS. We cried so badly just now and at that point of time, I realized how much you all mean to me. We went went through a lot (seriously a lot) and thanks for the memories. I never regretted coming into Ngee Ann. I never regretted joining vb afterall, despite all the hellish trgs we had. We are one, forever.

1994: I rmb that we wasn't that close in sec 1. We were all hanging in pairs, rmb? Jocelyn was with Jillian, I was with Liyeng and Fiona was with Vivien. I think we wasn't even a team at that time, but slowly, we had "cheap lunch" (instant noodles @ void-decks, omg) tgr after trg and soon later we got to know each other well. I miss SPANNS, I miss Miss Wang. I can still rmb her throwing the vb directly into my face during debrief because she wanted us to not be afraid of balls, but till now...I don't know why she throw into my face and not others. I rmb Ly, Charlene, Fiona and Jillian jumping into the pool with their uniform on with Miss Wang's permission (but they have to run 10 rounds around the sch but they didn't), because it was our last trg at SPANNS and also Charlene's last trg with us. Miss Wang was like a mom to us, could still rmb the last thing she said to Liyeng and I was to lead the team well. I think I let her down. Ly, rmb climbing into the hall at SPANNS through the huge window! I also rmb us getting thrashed right in our stupid faces by Cedar Girls' 2-25, so humiliating. I'm glad that we trained hard after that. We are once a team, always a team.

1995-1997: I just want you all to know that even though we have stepped down, we will always be thr for you all in times of trouble. I want you all to outshine us. You all can do it and start believing in yourself before it's too late, because by then, nothing can be changed. I want you all to rmb this, do not let the situation get hold of you. Yes, it might be tough esp when you guys are at the losing end but I'm telling you all, it is possible to turn it all around. I believe in you guys, fight hard. I'll come back for you all! <3 div="">

Yes, today's the last day that I'm gonna represent Ngee Ann, the last day I'm gonna play as a team with Carolyn, Joan, Jillian, Jocelyn, Fiona, Liyeng, Shiyun, Jane, Vivien, Sweekee, Qianhui and Jocelyn. I'm sorry that we have to end off our journey like that. I left the team with regrets, it shouldn't end like this, not at all.

Carolyn: You wrote, "Ning ning, I'm proud of you because from a benchwarmer you have became a libero. I'm glad my brainwashing wasn't wasted. From a hum ji kia you have became my brave sister and I'll always love you whether you play volleyball or not so hand over your iphone cos i wanna play Zombie Farm. Haha."

I'm sorry for ignoring you at times during trg when you tried to correct me. I know you want me to excel in vb but sometimes I think it's just too pressurizing. I'm thankful to have you in the team, I'm thankful to have you as my sister as well even though you're hell annoying most of the time. You're a great captain and no one can disagree with this. Yes, your sister Celestine is no more a hum ji ok! I brave siol. I didn't expect myself to play libero also, actually ah...being a benchwarmer isn't useless. I think all the reserves are good players as well, 'nuff said and jy for your O's! ;)

Joan: I think we still suck quite a bit when the ball land inbetween us, so sad that we got very little telepathy but nvm! I think we coordinate better now. I'm sorry if I make you cover a lot for me at the beginning because I'm not used to my position but now everything's ok, and thanks, for warming up with me just now so that I'll be able to cover infront. You're a nice senior and the words you say are motivating. You play a part in pushing me and making me want to fight hard. I love you, see you in TP if I'm going thr ok!

Sweekee: Sweekee Wee! I'll always rmb you as the girl who frown and whenever I miss you, I'll make sure I irritate ppl with "crazy, I was crazy once..."! You're a great pet even though we seldom talk. I just want you to know that you can do it so long as thr's faith in you. I hate it very much when you're negative. You pinky promised me just now so make sure you do fight hard, train hard and play hard nxt yr. I'll be watching! I'll always be thr for you so do confide in me! I'll play my part as an owner, even though I've stepped down.

I think today's the best game that I've played so far. I thought I'll fair even worse. I want to apologise to everyone if I've ever get angry/shouted at you during trg. I rly wanted to win very much but since now my journey has ended, I feel that it's only right if I apologise for my doings. I love you all, sec 3s pls learn this lesson and turn everything around nxt yr. You all must come back stronger! <3 div="">