I'm sorry I can't be perfect

We were supposed to surprise Darien at his hse but he caught us because he was in the cab and it drove past us without us knowing, sian but nvm! I hope you enjoyed yourself, happy birthday once agn! ^^

I think all those that have been going on lately is rather confusing and I can't comprehend them. I don't know what you're doing and how do I ever bring it across to you? You know, another thing is, why choose looks (outer) over heart (inner)?

I feel sad and rather useless when ppl around me is sad, esp when they are good friends of mine. I srsly think that guys should stop being so superficial because no one is perfect, maybe just a handful.

We are humans and all that we have are just real feelings, stop hurting and start loving. You think insulting someone/making a joke out of someone is funny. Yes, it might be but the humour doesn't last, the pain inflicted on the person who you joke abt will. You need to think and stop being so selfish.

Jocelyn, raise your self-esteem because you're prettier than me. I'm serious, not saying this to cheer you up or anything but you're srsly much prettier than me and I'm ugly. I've talked to Jane abt how I feel abt myself so yes, this isn't a lie. You dare to face everyone while I don't. I hide myself at times. You're strong, you're pretty, you're close to perfect. I love you always! (L)

Carolyn, Junwei, Huibing and I went for a movie last night after celebrating Darien's birthday. Junwei treated us (Huibing and I) like a kid because he went like: "Eh, I bring your sisters to buy the tickets first ah. Let's go kids! :)" but well, at least he's more sociable and easier to talk to compared to J. I hope my sister marries him, hehe!

I still love everyone around me, because they are a part of me, goodnight kids! :)