"Never will I fail my team"

I will not be taking 53, doing gym, jumping rubberbands that are as high as my waist, train, have dinner and run along the pavement for bus anymore. I'll not be ace-ing and play on the court. I'll not be falling anymore. I'll not be shouted at or get praised anymore. I know I'm irritating because I mention vb in almost every post but...it's hard to let go of everything that I used to have.

I think that thr are a lot of work given to complete this holiday, stress level increased~ I'm feeling more and more afraid because now that term 1 is over because it means that mid-year, prelims and O's nearing. I've no idea how I am going to find articles on genetic engineering for my el assignment, probably gna google it or smth.

I feel slightly happy because my results improved in terms of avg, met my target which is 3 As but my L1R4 and L1R5 is crap so I feel very much like a loser. I hope I will do better during mid-year and I'm gonna work hard I promise! I think I'm gna get single digit for ytd's math test and tdy's hy test though, o m g.

English C6

Chinese B4

Math C6

Biology B3

Chemistry E8

Combined Humanities (SS, H) A1

Geography A2

POA A1

Avg: 63.5%

L1R4: 17

L1R5: 19

@ BBQ chicken with Liyeng after common test! :)

I'm starting to feel hungry again, LOL.