I just read what I posted a year back, and I realized how much you affected me and how much the slightest thing you do/say can affect me so greatly. I still don’t get what it all means. I don’t know if I’m supposed to trust my heart or follow my mind. I’ve been wondering since then, for a year to be exact. I can’t let you affect me forever, now, give me an answer ‘cause I’ve no more time to waste.
You’re the first and last (till now) friend that I’ve cried over, this is a fact that I still couldn’t comprehend/accept.
…and so my results for this term are rly very bad and depressing, kinda feel demoralized by them but serve me right for not being serious. I feel incompetent, what happened to subjects that I was doing well in? I’m not progressing, lost 2 distinctions this term which make me feel…..helpless much. I need a change.
I’m gna make my word count from today onwards because few months later, I don’t want to be the loser feeling this way anymore. I need to do smth now or else I’m never gna get to where I want to be at. 11 points, I’ll attain it.
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