I'm an ambivert but why do I not feel like talking to my family members/friends at times? I find it so hard to talk, like I don't have the "mood" (not that anything made me upset/angry though) and as if I'll die by opening my mouth to speak a word. I don't know what's wrong! Yes, I'm weird. I know this created friction between my and my parents/siblings/relatives because whenever they talk to me I'll just shake my head or ignore 'em. I just want to apologise for being like this because deep down inside I rly want to reply just that opening my mouth is such a torture. I'm not trying to be rude, trust me and don't judge me after reading this paragraph.

...........change Celestine. You can't stay this way forever especially after poly starts! >:(