Jane's 24/3

I saw what I shouldn't, that is a cat tossing a rat in the air, catching it, biting it and then repeating the whole process all over again? I need to cool down, it was so gross. I shouldn't have looked at it!

I'm feeling so uneasy + pissed off (can you be more understanding?) and somehow I know that something bad will happen to me tomorrow in school/at the bbq. I don't know why I'm feeling this way! I hope nothing goes wrong.

Ok, and I couldn't get to sleep after mommy tell me that she's gonna bring me for an injection tomorrow because my (you don't have to know) is getting more worse... I hope she forgets about it because I don't want to feel weak on my birthday. I want to get better! >:(