The truth shall set you free

I wish I could leave the past behind, to not think about how I ended up here and being like that. I regretted choosing this path (coming into Ngee Ann) and not spending quality time with my parents when I was younger. I honestly miss my dad, my grandmother and my old house. I miss those times. I always feel like that once in awhile, sigh. I've yet to celebrate my birthday in a whole - that is, with both my parents, sisters and grandmother as well as my dear maid.

I feeling so tied up right now because my mom will be leaving for Cambodia next week and I can't tag along because I've training, also I might not be able to go on a holiday with my cousins to Bali next month because of training again.

I'm missing out all the fun things, my childhood years are screwed.